I went into the fertility office today thinking that I was finally going to be able to relax. I was convinced that the sonogram was going to show a steady heartbeat, and that our initial pregnancy scares were just scares.

There was no heartbeat.

The doctor said that it appeared the embryo stopped growing about a week ago. I have to go back to the fertility office again in a couple of days to make sure, but the doctor is 99% certain that the pregnancy is unviable.

I managed not to cry until I got to my car.

failed pregnancy, the embryo has died