Well the bleeding has stopped, except for some slight spotting from using the vaginal suppositories. So that is good news.

But I’m scared.

I’m afraid of not being pregnant, but I think that I am more fearful of being pregnant and having the pregnancy fail. Our last pregnancy started extremely rocky with a hcg value of 11. Our hcg number consistently doubled, but it wasn’t enough and the pregnancy ended around the 6 week mark. I am so afraid of having the same thing happen again. Our test is on Monday, but I may have to cheat and take a home pregnancy test sooner . . .