Afraid

Well the bleeding has stopped, except for some slight spotting from using the vaginal suppositories. So that is good news.

But I’m scared.

I’m afraid of not being pregnant, but I think that I am more fearful of being pregnant and having the pregnancy fail. Our last pregnancy started extremely rocky with a hcg value of 11. Our hcg number consistently doubled, but it wasn’t enough and the pregnancy ended around the 6 week mark. I am so afraid of having the same thing happen again. Our test is on Monday, but I may have to cheat and take a home pregnancy test sooner . . .

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