Please Don’t Take This Away From Me

We saw a heartbeat at 6 weeks, 3 days

Once again I am terrified of writing this post. I don’t want to jinx myself or this pregnancy. I saw a heartbeat today. This perfect, cute little heartbeat that was pumping at 119 beats per minute. And let me just tell you how terrified I am right now. I am beyond freaked out that this pregnancy will end, and I feel this uncertain panic emanating from the pit of my stomach. (I really hope this feeling goes away!) Yes, I am thrilled that we are pregnant and that everything is looking good, but I never expected to make it this far with this pregnancy. I never expected to see a heartbeat at 6 weeks and 3 days. And now that I’ve seen it – I desperately don’t want it to be taken away. Please, to all things holy and good with the world, please don’t take this away from me.

10 responses to “Please Don’t Take This Away From Me”

  1. Keeping everything crossed for you. It is so hard to believe the good after a loss. I believe for you!!! Keep the faith!!

    1. Oh my gosh, that is exactly it! I feel like I will have nothing but losses, even though I obviously hope for a win. Thank you for believing for me 🙂

  2. Oh sweety I understand. I will be praying for you and sending positive thoughts your way for you and your little one.

    1. Thank you! I really appreciate it 🙂

  3. I have been following your journey….praying this keeps going well……much love to you and your family….

    1. Thank you so much for following along on my journey and commenting. It really means the world to me to receive so many positive thoughts. Love to you too!

  4. Thinking of you…sending good vibes!! X

    1. Thank you for the good vibes . . . I’m sending some right back at you! 🙂

  5. Oh 119 is wonderful!!!! I am really REALLY hoping for you, I understand this isn’t easy for you…but I have everything crossed!!! :0)

    1. Thank you so much!! I really appreciate it 🙂

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