I’m not 100% sure how I feel about it, but my sister is coming into town this weekend to host a baby sprinkle for me. I am excited about having her come into town and celebrate this baby (which I have done so very little of), but at the same time I’m still a little bit cautious with my celebrations. I definitely don’t want to jinx myself by celebrating before this baby is firmly in my arms (hooray, I’m realizing I can now add paranoia to my long list of issues with this pregnancy). Plus, since this is my second baby . . . I feel a little guilty about asking people for gifts when I already have so much stuff to reuse.

*sigh*

I’m sure everything will be fine and maybe for an hour or two I can just forget about all of the unknowns and whatifs and just enjoy being pregnant. I mean, at this point I don’t have a choice. The invites have been sent and the cake has been ordered. I guess I better go clean!