I can’t deny it, I feel content. For the first time in 5 years, I feel as though a subtle, yet heavy burden is starting to lift from my shoulders. And it has everything to do with the fact that I am done. Not that I am done with infertility – oh no, I will always be considered infertile – but that I am done trying to have children. I still have echoes of the stress, heartache, and doubt caused by my infertility, but I also feel relief at finally being able to focus on something else. As I look at my two boys, I have a distinct urge to move on – like maybe I can start to have my own life back. . . and I am excited 🙂
I have been giving this blog a lot of thought as to where I would like to take it, especially since I feel like this journey is coming to an end. For now, I am going to take a break posting photos and text so that I can concentrate on taking care of my newborn and toddler. However, I will still be avidly following other bloggers while sending out positive baby thoughts into the universe. Thank you everyone for following my blog . . I’ll be around . . .